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Uuugh

Thu Nov 5, 2009, 6:22 PM
  • Mood: Nervous


Hey everyone. Been working only slightly on artwork. :c No time anymore, quite literally.
I'm on day two of my five day adventure. :3 I am going to be alone- all alone! -for the next three days, house to myself, no one around. All by my lonesome while the parental units (who are still together e_e) are out of state. GO ME!

Oooh boy. The past few days have been hell, actually. I've never been so hurt in my life then this past week, nor have I felt a longing so deep within myself.
I often find one of my friends about to cry on my shoulder, one of the tough guys I looked up to who breaks down and hugs me as tight as he can and asks me if it'll all turn out to be the same again. Never have I seen somebody who seemed so tough and cool break down in such a way.
These past few days I've grown to realize more and more how much I've been drowning my misery deep inside. I'm going to keep everything that bothers me kept up inside of myself until every so often I can vent. I also have come to realize more and more that my happiness comes from my ability to help others; be there for others, assist, make them laugh, whatever. I'm trying my new dedication to try and tune out the heartache I went through. Never have I ever cried so hard for so long than I did a few days ago. :c It was a sad day.

Besides that, I have been beaten down by homework and tests this week and this upcoming week! Had music test for USAD, and I have another listening test on Monday which I gotta study for! Then math and papers and essays and blah blah blah going to do other stuff soon like art.

Stuff to do:
:iconmarine-snow: [link] = 15%
0/2 New (Human) Chars
Something with Code and Leo
or maybe something else awesome
or maybe something that isn't a shitty human or a dog, you know, like originality

My birthday badge


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Anime/TV:
The Mighty Boosh, Eyeshield 21, Elfen Lied, Ginga Densetsu Weed, Ginga Nagareboshi Gin, Keroro Gunso, Gurren Lagann, Ouran High School Host Club, Blue Submarine No. 6, Shaman King, Yu YU Hakusho, One Piece, Dragonball, Dragonball Z, Case Closed, Transformers, Voltron, Megaman, Spice and Wolf, Boogiepop Phantom, Moyashimon, Azumanga Daioh, Toradora!, Superjail!.

Games:
Golden Sun, Mother/Earthbound, Bomberman, Crash, Spyro, Jak, Sly Cooper, Ace Attorney, Super Smash Brothers, Okami, Shadow of the Colossus, DDR, Sonic, The Legend of Zelda, Pokemon, Animal Crossing.

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:iconindustrial180:
You amazing person you! :hug: That is one of the nicest things somebody has done for me in a looong time n_n You're awesome!! That really cheered me up. I'm glad there's a person out there looking out for me. ^^

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:iconivory648:
:D i told dawn it would :)i really glad it made you feel better :hug:

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:iconivory648:
happy birthday!:D i was going to make you somthing but my trial ran out :(

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:iconindustrial180:
That's okay! 8D Thanks for the wishes! :heart:

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:iconimarawkstar:
:party::cake:Happy birthday!:cake::party:
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Here is a video just for you!

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:iconindustrial180:
Aww that made me smile. XD Thank you!

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:iconbirthdays:
:w00t: :dance: :cake: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :cake: :dance: :w00t:

It's November 9th which means it's your special day. Hoping you have a fantastic birthday, get some nice gifts and generally get to enjoy it lots.

All the best and much love from the birthdays team to you :hug:

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:iconindustrial180:
Thank you birthdays and whichever user took the time to do this for me <33

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:iconscorpionfan:
Happy Birthday!! :party: :cake:

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